June 18, 2018

It had been a long day and she invited me to stop by her apartment. I took her up on the offer, as I was so drained that I felt like I could pass out any moment. “Can I look through your music?” she asked on the way back. I told her that I was kind of embarrassed about sharing that kind of stuff but I agreed anyways.

Once we got through the door, I laid onto the bed and was about to pass out to the sound of her brushing her teeth. “It’s kind of early for that”, I thought, as it should have only been 5PM by now, at latest.

I later felt a tugging at my pants before I sat up and excused myself to the restroom, which happened to be downstairs. I walked downstairs to a massive open space. There were only glass panels between the swimming pool, guest bedroom, and the bathroom on this floor. The guestroom also had a king size bed.

As I walked back upstairs, I asked her what we were actually doing. However, I didn’t hear an answer before I collapsed onto the bed once more. I was already dreaming about some PV of a videogame that went viral when I felt her body descending onto mine. I wanted to tell her to stop but between my lethargy and her tongue quickly filling my entire mouth, I was unable to do anything.

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The audience quickly dispersed from the classroom after the movie finished. I took it upon myself to clean the dishes that were strewn around the room and waited for everyone to leave. However, I wasn’t sure how thorough I was supposed to be with the dishes and had no one to ask now that everyone was gone.

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I was laying flat on my stomach when I heard the zipper of the body bag close up above my head. I couldn’t bring myself to move and resigned myself to whatever fate was waiting for me. Moments later, I felt cool concrete being poured into the bag and soon I was encased in it. I then felt the bag being lifted up before a big splash from being tossed into a body of water.

I was running through the forest and along the way I passed through the backyard of someone’s house party. I briefly made eye contact with my ex before running out the other end. I was trying to chase down the pickup my dad was driving which had my body bag in the back. I needed to stop him from throwing the bag into the lake.

[[So… I dreamt about being taken advantage of sexually and murdered in the same night]]