June 26, 2016

We stood under the outdoor shower-head when I saw someone hanging a noose in red rope behind her head. When I tried to snatch it away, I inadvertently triggered the fire alarm and had to clear the premises.

I walked into the room and someone was talking about how a professor had to remove their names from several papers because their reputation had been tarnished. I walked out of the room to see that the inner courtyard was being renovated. I thought it was a shame. After coming back into the room, someone was explaining how his good luck charm worked: after arranging the small metal hippos to face each other in a ring with one of them trailing after another on the side, good luck comes to those who walk away with their back faced to the arrangement.

I saw a pair of strangely shaped dogs staring at us from the other side of the door and couldn’t wrap my head around whether the door was open or not.

We were given an assignment to draw out anxieties on a piece of paper. Each sheet had a different scribble in red crayon and I asked the teacher if we were supposed to incorporate it into our drawings. “That’s a good idea” he said.

I was walking right behind someone at night because it was raining and didn’t want to get wet trying to pass by them. I was clutching my soggy paper when they suddenly turned around and confronted me for following them.

It was already 11PM by the time I had got home. My mother asked if I needed to take more classes and whether or not I had enough workbooks.